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Febuary 11th, 2026.

I feel bored again. I fucking hate going to school. I hate spanish class because they give us too much work. I have us history class because I dont give a fuck about us history. I hate math. I hate having to wake up at 5am every day so I can get ready to sit on my ass and do nothing all day. I need a job. Theres a show tomorrow, but its a thursday. I dont know why they always have concerts on fucking thursdays. I guess ill just wait another month to go to a concert. If it wasnt so far id just climb out the window and walk there, but its fucking 35 minutes away. I couldnt get my laptop to work at all yesterday. It works less and less eveyr time I try to use it. It's valentines day tomorrow. Not that I give a fuck because I don't celebrate it. No, I don't not celebrate it because im ugly and unlikeable, I just think its a stupid fucking gay holiday that only exists to sell shit (yes, I know its weird for me to be calling things gay as an insult when im gay. Fuck off.). Most holidays are sort of reduced to nothing but opportunities to spend money over time, but with valentines day thats all it fucking is. In that regard its even worse than christmas or halloween. At least those holidays were about something at some point. Valentines day is just supposed to be about gay hippy peace and love shit. Speaking of hippies, I hate those fuckers too, even though theyre barely even around anymore. Theyre all just a bunch of rich white people pretending to be poor and oppresed. You never see black hippies. You see black skinheads and black punks sometimes, but not black hippies. I'm sure youre really fighting the system by buying 50 dollar tie die shirts from the mall, spending 80 dollars on posters for your room (most of which are related to eastern spiritual concepts you dont understand) and dancing to reggae music in your parents mansion. Sure, your dads a politician and your moms a judge, but youre not rich, your parents are. Youre not like them. Youre unique. Youre special. Youre an individual, just like everyone else whos just like you. You love to act like your against the status quo as if youre not a part of it. Still don't know what else I should add to this website.